On Instagram, Kyla posted a lengthy post that highlighted her suffering after she had her third miscarriage in July 2021.
She began her caption with the longing to experience calming nature again. She hoped to unwind after all the major life problems she encountered.
“There’s something about the sound of the waves that is so calming. It’s one of the most beautiful calls of nature that I love to hear. I need that feel-good vibe. I need to unwind. We planned to go to Palawan this month. But ECQ happened. Oh well,” she announced.
“I’ve been feeling really down the past few days. I have this overwhelming feeling of sadness, of wanting to be left alone,” Kyla admitted that lately she is being emotional and always fighting her inner demons.
“Sometimes I’d wake up. I’d have dreams about me carrying a baby. The last dream I had, I was walking Millie to school. I cried because I didn’t see her face. I wish I saw her face. I guess I’ll forever wonder about how my babies would look like if they were born… I keep having those dreams. And losing them. It feels so traumatic,” she bravely declared how she is being haunted by her dreams, dreaming about her unborn little angel, whom she named as ‘Millie.’
She did not even get the chance to have a glimpse of her baby. She posted that the experience was truly devastating.
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“I just want an escape from reality… even if it’s just for little while,” she wished to breathe everything out for a while.
In 2018, Kyla with her husband, the basketball coach Rich Alvarez, suffered from two miscarriages.
