- Kyla suffered another miscarriage last week.
- She revealed the details in an Instagram post.
- She ended her tell-all post, looking forward to something wonderful in the future.
R&B singer and performer Kyla Alvarez revealed she suffered a miscarriage last week. She found out she was pregnant again in August and felt excited to have another child. She and her husband, Rich Alvarez, kept it a secret and were planning to announce it after the first trimester was over.
“This August, I was so happy and excited. I thought i was gonna be a mom again! We wanted to keep it a secret until the 1st trimester is over. And then we’ll share the happy news to everyone.“
A sensitive pregnancy.
Kyla shared that she had a sensitive pregnancy. She wasn’t seen on television shows and projects such as ASAP, It’s Showtime‘s Tawag ng Tanghalan and Himig Handog.
“It was a sensitive pregnancy that i had to leave work for a while; take a bedrest, as advised by our doctor. That’s why i haven’t been on tv and i had to forego some of the events where i had to sing, and shows including ASAP in Australia.
“ASAP, Tawag Ng Tanghalan, and Cornerstone have been very good to me and i really appreciate and thank them for being so understanding. And Angeline [Quinto], who was very kind and stepped in for me for Himig Handog. I felt bad for a while because i was missing so much work. But at the same time i was so happy and excited especially after seeing our baby’s heartbeat.”
Losing an angel.
Even after leaving work to take care of herself and the baby inside her, Kyla still lost her angel which broke her heart.
“Last week, we lost our angel. Again. For the second time. My heart was breaking as i was being brought to the delivery room. I was not going to have a baby. I was having a miscarriage again. I felt like i was given the most beautiful gift and then taken back from me so fast.”
Still grieving.
Simple things trigger Kyla’s emotion whether it be lotion, maternity clothes and baby clothes of her firstborn, Toby who sometimes asks her where his sibling went.
“It’s hard to keep my emotions intact. I cry at the stupidest things. Today was that lotion. I asked my husband to buy for stretch marks and he went hoarding a bunch for me at Rustan’s. I cry everytime i see it. Or the maternity clothes i ordered online that was delivered at home. Or when i see Toby’s baby clothes that i brought out to be washed again. Or whenever Toby would ask where his sibling went. It’s heartbreaking.”
Kyla expressed how she would always wonder about the birthdays they won’t get to celebrate. She, however, noted that it happened for a reason. She ended her tell-all post, looking forward to something wonderful in the future.
“Grief is not a once and done process. You don’t cry for a week, or a month, or a year and then move on. It’s hard. You don’t get it out of your system. I will always wonder about the birthdays that we will never get to celebrate. It was supposed to be September and May. This year has been very difficult for me and my family. But i will remain hopeful. I know everything happens for a reason. And through all the pain and trying experiences, i know something wonderful will happen. I’ll be back soon. Thank you. See you..“
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Kyla suffered her first miscarriage in March this year.
